Thursday, July 20, 2006
[12] sigh..
*sigh* darling's going to army tml. what am i supose to do? i miss him so much. met him this evening after my lesson, and about two hours ago. i cried again with him around. i will not be going for his swearing in tml, cant attend his pop as well. i'll be in china on the study tour during his pop. two of his most important dates in his ns journey, i'm not able to be there. or tml, it's more of cannot be there. i can skip school tml, afterall it's just BFI and MA1 lecture. but his parents are there. so cannot give them the image that i am someone who will skip lesson, not a good image for me. esp in his dad's view, that's what he told me and i agreed.
darling, i will try to be strong coz you want me to. i will try not to cry so much so that you will be not be worried about me. but i will miss you, a lot and i mean it. i will take care of myself so that you will not be worried about me when you are in there. you have to take care of yourself too, promise me okie? i love you dear. i will be with your no matter how far apart we are. you will also be right beside me no matter how far you are from me.
love,
shir
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