Tuesday, July 25, 2006
[17] four days seem so long
ya, it has been four days, but it seems as it has been so long since i last met darling. was on the phone with darling as usual before he sleeps. feel happy that he has made friends there. they all sounds as if they are having fun in spite of their training. whatever, as long as you are happy and you take care of yourself, i am okie. it will be better if i am able to meet you and to be with you.
you asked if i've gotten used to it. no, i have not. but i have no choice, i have to. just give me time. i've already promised you that i will take care of myself, and try to be strong. i will. i havent been crying until just now, i almost did. just upset that i keep seeing people together, not that i dont feel happy for them, it just make me miss him more. it will just stir my deep emotions i try to hide in front of others.
i think it could be better counting down to the day when he will book out. so 10 more day..
ciao
shir
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