Wednesday, July 26, 2006
[18] Orchard
went to school at 12, to meet june and mx to talk about the feelings we or i should say i have for her since i cannot say that for others. went to school with only my black small bag. only have to attend rwps. then after the talk went for rwps. after rwps, went down to town to look for sy's present.
got off the train at orchard and walk to scotts. went for lunch coz all hungry. then called mum to tell her i'm not eating dinner at home. then went to far east to try look for her bag. found out that there are a lot of shops that sell demin skirts. hopefully can go with darling to see any suitable. but nothing for sy, so cross the road to check out adidas store plus all the surf shops. in the end nothing still. walked over to nike at wheelock, nothing. so back at adidas in wheelock. settled for a bag. then after which, was lijuan's turn to think of what to get for her ricky. walked to m&s to look at the food section, but didnt buy coz the food cannot keep long, probably will get it next week. then walked to wisma, taka, cine then ps. still nothing for ricky. then lijuan wants to look at footwear, so walked around, later we end up in douby x-change. then home.
darling called me around 1715 once. he was having his break, then told me he went for injection before that, one on the left and one on the right, injected at the same time. ouch! then after a while, he went to have a rest, then we put down the phone. darling called again before he sleeps, around 2200 plus. told me he might be on guard duty tml. if he is, means no weekend duty which is good, but also means that he cannot sleep, which i scare is very tiring for him.
dear, you have to take care of yourself. no matter how nice are the people there, no one will take care of you as well as your mum does. so now, you have to take care of yourself. i will too. i'm trying to be independent and no longer so dependent on you in order to survive through this two years of only seeing you on weekends. but can you promise me to spend as much time as you can with me? if you are tired, it's okie. we can meet at your place. where you can still rest and we can spend time together. i love you dear. and i miss you a lot. trying to control my emotions so that they do not affect my results. i will work hard to earn my grad flowers and bear. haha. understand what i mean? haha..
love,
shir
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