Tuesday, August 15, 2006
[26] his field camp, my exams
saturday, 120806
darling booked out about 0800. we have a date that night, to watch fireworks together. so since he's alone at home, i decided to buy lunch for him. left home about 1215 to buy lunch and go to his place. was there quicker than usual at 1300. after that spend sometime together and went clementi for his haircut. he have to cut it shorter somemore for the field camp coming up. then we went to bugis. go si ma lu there the guan yin miao to pray and then was sim lim square to look for some games. but found none. went to the micky mouse shop was bugis junction. saw this racerback top, was nice, but cost $35. after that went to watsons to buy some drinks again and kino. walked a bit at seiyu then made our way to ms for dinner at yoshinoya. the whole place was so packed that almost all shops have queue that are very long. esp the food outlets. queues were even out of the shop space itself. in the end, we shared a table with another couple coz there are simply no more tables to sit at. it was that bad. then realise that karl was also at ms. and found out from him that his buddy is also at ms two shops away. so after dinner, went there to find him for a while. then wanted to go buy drink again, scare not enough drink for the two of us. guardian does not have mineral water. giant and watsons were packed and we have to rush to meet raymond and his friends at marina city park to catch the fireworks. in the end, found out that raymond is at cold storage. so he will help us buy our drink. then we went off to city hall to take a train to marina bay to catch a bus (400) to the park. then we managed to squeeze up the bus. and then we alighted two stops early. but was okie, still early and we just finish dinner, so walked to the park and take a walk around before the rest came. after a while, we were right beside the highway where there are traffic police and police controlling the crowd and the traffic on the ecp. about 2030, went to the park near the fountain. then had a hard time finding the guys. in the end, was nice sitting beside darling watching fireworks. never have i been able to do so and we just can sit so close to each other and can hug one another. it's a night i will never forget. after the whole thing, we stayed till about 2200 and then walked back to marina bay station. took us about 20mins with a detour to the gents. darling decided to send me home after i go back with him to take the car and the durian left for my parents. came home about 0000. bathe and then talked with darling on the phone for a while and sleep.
sunday, 130806
spend the day doing notes for ECM. darling went to beach road to buy his fork and spoon for his field camp. he droped it the other day. then he got to book in about 1950, but waited for one person until 2020 then they are on the bus. so by the time he is able to call me is already like 2320. and he is waking up the next morning at 0430 to bathe again.
monday, 130806
darling called me at about 0530, made him do so. then talked until he needs to fall in, which is very soon. and then after his breakfast, he also called me again. sweet of darling. woke up about 0930? cant remember much. but after that was study for ecm. night paper. then after bathe at about 1230, wanted to go out to school to study. but then in the end, stay home study better, scare no place to do so in school. then went out about 1715. was the first from my class to be there. the weather was so humid. then after a while, i decided not to study and take a rest before the paper itself earlier than usual. sat right in at the front of the class, first row and in the middle. but then was okie and good for me. used to seat at that position in 4e5 also. then look at the paper during the reading time, recall all the information needed and throw those not needed. but then in the end, i'm still scare that this paper will not be as good. but after finishing the paper, gave sy's her present. she's so happy about it. after that was home. watched tv after bathing. then at 2300, did the 0506 FA past year paper until 2340 when i go and watch my doc show. missed it coz of paper. then after that cont with the FA paper until about 0130. then was bed time. before falling asleep, everything in my ming is darling. how is he? can he have a good or reasonable rest? what has he done? then god knows when i fell asleep. i dreamed of darling. sitting in a field next to me.
tuesday, 150806
woke up about 1000, took the last of my antibiotics. and did the other paper, 0405 FA paper. once done, messaged june to check if she will be around and free to let me check the past year paper's answer. she said okie, so went to school around 1345, and waited for 335 since it's raining. then took the train at chinese garden. checked my answers. quite a bit of careless mistake. then after sorting everything out, came home. bathe and tv and munch on biscuits. dinner was only the dishes, didnt eat rice. then tv until now updating the blog. was on msn with my cousin, jie, rabbit head and gua. had fun disturbing my jie. coz gua and myself are from sp then we united shotting jie. she's in ntu currently and has no allie. too bad for her. on the journey so school and back home, all i'm thinking is darling again. it has been a while since i received a message from him or listen to his voice. but i need to tell myself, it's the same for him.
darling, how are you? did you have enough rest? what have you been doing? i miss you a lot. even before you have your m'sia sim card, at most it's like 2 days of not messaging me. but still you will try to be online. but now, it's totally no contact with you. i will be strong as i promise when you first went it. i'm taking care of myself, not letting myself be hungry, knowing that you will be hearbroken. got to go and sleep and wake up to cont studying tml. paper's at 1400. i love you dear. *hugs*
miss ya,
shir
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